IVE GOTTA CRUSH ONY MY BEST FRIENDS BOYFRIEND?

Ok so my Bf just broke up wit me....he said that there was no way in hell he could see me anymore he said he was to busy...(playing video games and worshiping Eminem) But Even when I was going out with him I still was somewhat Jealous of my friend and her BF he Knows how to be a BF you know kissing her and **** well at first it was Jealousy now I have a magger crush on him..hes not cute and more of a man whore but he's gotta hell of a funny personality! He's not the nicest guy but hes sweet to me and Hes a big perv but hey Im a ******Disposable teen and **** so I like this guy Im a Goth hes a perv butt here's one prob my friend that is dating him has him lagit on a leash she forced him not to go to a sleep over party just because there would be other girls there..there was another dude though...he was gay so she didn't let him go! also she never trusts him hes best friend with another girl who has literallyy saved my life and when he wen over her house Dana his GF herded bout it and lagit broke her door down! and they were just talkin and I keep on trying to slowly get Collin (the dude) away from her cause shes a crazy mother ****** *****! What Do I DO!!! I mean Dana is my friend although im ****** pissed at her *sigh* i really don't know what to do